Had I Know Songtext
von Lisa Simone

I didn′t know I had tears inside 'til I closed my eyes and they came
I couldn′t stop the thoughts no matter how hard I tried
Pushing down these feelings for days
It should have come as no surprise
'Cause I was fragile and sleep deprived at the time
Had I known what was coming
Had I realized that I was barely holding on
After days of pretending to be okay
Had I known what was coming
Had I realized that I was barely holding on
After days, after days, after days of pretending
I didn't know when it was time for me to go what was to come
When I took off my clothes I should have known it was inevitable
Pushing down these feelings for days
It should have come as no surprise
′Cause I was fragile and sleep deprived at the time
Had I known what was coming
Had I realized that I was barely holding on After days of pretending to be okay
Had I known what was coming
Had I realized that I was barely holding on
After days, after days, after days of pretending
If only I′d kept my clothes on
Maybe I could have kept my armour on
Maybe I could have held on just a little bit longer
Had I known, had I known
Had I known what was coming
Had I realized that I was barely holding on
After days of pretending to be okay
Had I known what was coming
Had I realized that I was barely holding on
After days, after days, after days of pretending
After days of pretending
After days, after days, after days
After days, after days, after days of pretending