Mean Songtext
von Lily Kincade

Staring at myself naked, can′t embrace it
Gettin' frustrated with the hatin′ on myself
I hate hatin' myself, mmm

I know it's selfish of me to be holdin′ up the line
There′s like twenty people waitin', but I need the extra time
To look at myself in the mirror, bend down once or twice
Say something that′s not very nice, and then cry
Oh, why do I do this? I leave feelin' useless
What is it provin′ when I keep abusin'
My words ′til it hurts? I need to learn

Why am I so fuckin' mean to me?
What happened to my self-esteem?
I need to know the reason I can't be
Nice to everybody, but when it comes to me
Yeah, I′m so fuckin′ mean

I'm so, I′m so fuckin' mean
I′m so, I'm so fuckin′ mean
I'm so, I'm so fuckin′ mean to me, mean to me


Wish I could see in me what they see, vision′s hazy
Haven't eaten lately, goin′ crazy
Just wonderin' if anybody is ever gonna love me
I can′t even love me, how will someone wanna touch me?
Just when I think I'm finally over this
I put my heart out only to get it hurt again
Deservin′ it this time, it sucks
Never feelin' enough for love

Why am I so fuckin' mean to me?
What happened to my self-esteem?
I need to know the reason I can′t be
Nice to everybody, but when it comes to me
Yeah, I′m so fuckin' mean

I′m so, I'm so fuckin′ mean
I'm so, I′m so fuckin' mean
I'm so, I′m so fuckin′ mean to me, mean to me

When I get older, will I get wiser?
When I get older, will I get nicer?
Look at my reflection and say that I like her
Instead of bein' fuckin′ mean to me
I would have some self-esteem, mmm
Instead of bein' so mean

Why am I so fuckin′ mean to me?
What happened to my self-esteem?
I need to know the reason I can't be
Nice to everybody, but when it comes to me
Yeah, I′m so fuckin' mean


I'm so, I′m so fuckin′ mean
I'm so, I′m so fuckin' mean
I′m so, I'm so fuckin′ mean to me, mean to me (I'm so fuckin' mean)
I′m so, I′m so fuckin' mean
I′m so, I'm so fuckin′ mean
I'm so, I′m so fuckin' mean
I'm so fuckin′ mean