jumping! out! the! window! Songtext
von Lavender Decline

I tried to be stronger
But now I can′t be bothered
This time, maybe I'll do it
Wish I wasn′t that stupid
I'm reaching for the summit
If I fall, maybe I'll plummet
To the bottom of the great unknown
I′ll be discharged from this state I know too well


Gnashing teeth and grinding bones
It′s only temporary 'til I find my home
Discrepancy between myself
And who I′ll be when I get well
And I've faced paralysis
Raced with callouses
Fell back in the road
Got up on my own
If I get to be the man I dream about
Send my love to everyone between the clouds