balls Songtext
von lappy

Lookin′ at you over there
With your smile and your bright brown hair
But you don't know how much I adore you
You don′t see the way I care for you
Oh, but that's on me
Though we're together when I go to sleep
No I can′t say it to your face
I keep these feelings locked away

And it′s a funny situation ain't it
When you see me completely different
To the way I feel inside
Every day you never leave my mind


In my head a whole entire fantasy
Where I start a life just you and me
But we never speak at all
Baby because I don′t have the balls
Everything's so different in reality
From the place with you I wanna be
′Cause I never speak at all
And it's all ′cause I don't have the balls

I see you in all my dreams
Like you're laying right next to me
If you knew, you would think I′m a creep
But whenever you call
I don′t answer your texts
Like I don't care at all
Not saying that I want your babies
But I′m not saying anything
Afraid that you would hate me
Anxiety is a bitch
And love ain't supposed to be like this
(Damn, I gotta grow pair, no shit)

And it′s a funny situation ain't it
When you see me completely different
To the way I feel inside
Every day you never leave my mind


In my head a whole entire fantasy
Where I start a life just you and me
But we never speak at all
Baby because I don′t have the balls
Everything's so different in reality
From the place with you I wanna be
'Cause I never speak at all
And it′s all ′cause I don't have the balls

Babe, know you′re not mine to claim
But I wanna try to
Let you know the way I feel
Let you know my feelings real
Maybe you won't understand it
But I need to take some chances
Maybe you would just push me away
If you knew that

In my head a whole entire fantasy
Where I start a life just you and me
But we never speak at all
Baby because I don′t have the balls
Everything's so different in reality
From the place with you I wanna be
′Cause I never speak at all
And it's all 'cause I don′t have the balls
Maybe someday I′ll find the audacity
Tell you just how much you mean to me
Would that ever work at all
I don't think I′ll ever have the balls