affection Songtext
von lamb

move me
okay

as a fawn i had known love to be something sacred
something that′s more desired in lieu of hatred
something that's less than likely ever serrated
but it comes belated
as i was watered
it dwindled in theory and lessened
i started thinking it′d be found in hell or heaven
and in a broken home, dynamics had deafened purest ears with questions
who do we love
do we think there's a one
will i always be alone
does love reload like a shotgun

move me
okay


time had told
till i fell into socials and parties
online i had grown rather wanted for my body
mainly the parts that had not blossomed yet on me
to see the petals falling
at the parties a game was curated by monsters
how many drinks could i consume until i'd wander
into the darkest corner where they′d come to slaughter
i′d be left to ponder
was it a joke
was it all misleading
was i asking for it
why am i now bleeding
no one told you
we kiss again just so i can hold you
and for a minute i believe you're the one who
can maybe save me from the lens i had showed you
but maybe we′ll both end in dust like the others
a crack in every frame for the lovers
a piece of wedding cake in the gutter

move me
okay
okay
affection
affection/move me
affection/okay
okay/affection

i kinda always knew it would come down to whether you love me
but i cant help thinking
i kinda always knew it would come down to whether you'd want me
now my bloods in the sink and
now i don′t know what you said
did you say that you want me
i don't know any better