Anatomy 1:2 Songtext
von KING 810

My imagination′s not a crazy one, no
I grew up in the slums where they kill anything that grows
I'm saying I can′t make these things up, so
We only live reality, if you daydream then you go
And I'm tired of people saying I ain't did nothing they ain′t did
I′m talking knife fights with kids as
Kids 'til one of us no longer lives
And I′ve been hanging with the wrong group again
With myself, and who else? And a bunch of dead men
Who wanna see my name on a headstone


Finally, motherfucker, I can be alone
Tell my woman just to visit me from time to time
And that I love her, give my family that same line
And to my brothers, give my money to my murderers
They deserve to be rewarded for their hard work
I'm hard to kill, who was with me when
I was gunned down and stabbed up?
I bled alone and it changed me to a cold fuck
And friend, I′ve been on this course for so long
If you knew how painful it was for me to live you'd want me gone

I′m numb from my head to my toes
How can I feel for another soul?
I can't even feel the fucking wind blow
Scars cover my body and I'm scary and I′m ugly and
Women only touch me to tell others that they′ve touched me and
Men only touch me with bullets or to slug me and
I only touch myself with a knife blade that cuts me and
The devil is a bitch who just keeps trying to fuck me and
My god is a woman who don't give a fuck about me
′Cause no one loves a killer, not truly, just trust me


Where I'm from it′s survival of the fittest and they hunt me
Welcome to the world's most dangerous game
I know you′ve heard me say it before, now I'm inviting you to play
And you better be better than just good aim
You'll need senses, you either have ′em or you don′t, I can't explain
Like when you walk into a room, you memorize where everything is
The exits, the doors, the windows, are there stairs, are there kids?
Who you can take and who you′ll have trouble with
Running can be retreat or repositioning, you decide what it is
To a better vantage point, get low and dig in

And make every shot count 'cause if the clip empties you′re finished
If a man approaches you at night and you have no idea why

Don't wait to hear him speak, pull it out and don′t shoot in the sky
His eyes will widen up, and aim right between those eyes
And when he drops, don't run, stand over him and feel him die
And if anyone you're unsure about′s around
They gotta go too or his family finds out
And you have people you′ve never seen coming to kill you
And I don't care who you are or if you care or not
You′re looking over your shoulder at
Every passing car, you could be shot

And once you've felt that stress, life doesn′t get to you
Not anymore, not after what we've been through
And I no longer bother to ask father to forgive me
I′ve been fighting all my life, there's no fight left in me
Every day I wake up ready to die
But when I turn the gun on myself, all I see is your big eyes
And I've hurt you so much I can′t do it one more time
So I grind my teeth together and I try to unwind
But time doesn′t move when you're sitting in this spot
And I′m trapped in this body with this soul I don't want

And I think at night I cut myself to sleep
′Cause I wake up and I'm stuck to my sheets
And I don′t recall what happened, was it me, was it possession?
I have scars appear in my skin after dreams
Where am I, big eyes, where am I?
I've lost my place at home by your side
I've been trapped in that killing field
Boy, where it′s carry a gun or die
And cocksuckers wanna know how I′m still alive

I had to kill to get here, boy, so next time you try
Know I was baptized in blood and gunpowder at age 5
And when I close my eyes I only see one thing
A pile of hands I've sawed off
Belonging to men who′ve touched my queen
And I can no longer hold myself together