Hell‐N‐Back Songtext
von Kharii

I′ve been through hell and back, I keep ascending that
Then redescending back, I can't pretend I′m back
I go to bed with that, I keep assessing that
I been through hell and back


Child programing controlling my life
Deep in my heart live emotional strikes
Closing me tight, controlling the fight
I don't really know if my soul is alright
I need somebody to cope through the night
I've chosen my wife, I′m holding her tight
Why has humanity chose to divide
Nobody fine, we broken inside
Insulting to find that most are so blind
They don′t even notice the mold that's corroding
Each moment it′s growing the soul can not shine
Tell me how to heal it, understand it
Understand all of the damage, what we damaged
I need answers, is it random or been planted
But who planned it, cause they can't huh
They can′t be from this planet
Is it aliens on pyramids, I really wanna hear it
Understand it, why we damaging this planet
Taking resources for granite
Someone tell me how to heal it
Someone tell me how to heal it uh
Yeah, getting better through the weather
What's a brain but an antenna, even better
A receptor for a spiritual endeavor
Far more technical than Meta
Staying humble yet you bet I
Always been a trendsetter
Breaking the agenda, what′s a gender?
They don't get her, always been a head bender
Found a genie in the treasure
Don't forget you just a member
On a planet that′s forever
What is consciousness but space
What is promises we make
How much evolving will it take
Till I′m finally feeling safe
What design is in my fate
Is God wanting me to chase
This rap career to atmospheres so high I'm out of space
What if all this a mistake
What is Kharii gonna think
What′s a artist anyway
But a problem in my face
And the trauma I escaped
Back to haunt me on the base
So the audience relate
Oh Kharii, you can heal a lot of bodies
With the way you put your scars up on display
Put your scars up on display huh
Put your scars up on display
Put your scars up
Put your scars up on display
Put your scars up
Put your scars up on display
Put your scars up
Put your scars up on display
Put your scars up
I need clarity of mind
Need to stand up and realize
That humanity divine
Quit comparing where am I
To where I wanna be
That shit keep haunting me
I need to charter me a lot of peace
To watch all these big pharmacy monopolies
Decide to see a human as technology
A profit piece and profit off of the
Trauma scene anxiety

I've been through hell and back, I keep ascending that
Then redescending back, I can′t pretend I'm back
I go to bed with that, I keep assessing that
I been through hell and back