Green Songtext
von KFitz

Yeah, yeah

Currently trainin′ my mind to stop this overthinkin'
It′s not as easy as it seems, and now I'm sober drinkin'
Binge is all I know, I do it for the buzz in store
It fades away, and I feel worse than I was before
It′s such a temporary fix just to fill the void
That lies within in this life of sin, and I′m still annoyed
So kill the noise, I need a silent space to meditate
Like Cole said it's much healthier than to medicate

And I′m with that shit 'cause I′ve been addicted before
Had to quit that shit before, I got afflicted some more
I thought it helped to ease my stress, but who was I to blame?
Just myself, I thought it helped when I was feelin' pain
And it did but not for long, that′s why I wrote this song
Because I know it's wrong to be dependent on just smokin' bongs
Once the smoke is gone, the stress was back in full effect
Around that same time is when I started to feel regret


And then I′d feel upset, and ask myself, "Why do you do it?"
I had no answer to this cancer, so I had to lose it
Had to prove it to myself that I can do without it
My mind′s clear, I'm fine here, no longer clouded
This is just my story, you don′t gotta believe it
Just some advice about a vice, you can take it or leave it
And if you leave it at the door, I know what's in store
You′ll be back for more, more, more 'til you find the cure

(Green, green, green) yo, can you hand me that?
(Green, green, green) yo, can you hand me that?
Aright

I′m such a fuckin' hypocrite, I smoked like two weeks ago
Excuse was 420, spent more money on trees to blow
Just for the weekend though, I really did it
Just because I didn't want my friends to think
I wasn′t who they thought I was
Or who they came to know
Changin′ slow, afraid to grow
Afraid to show the real me
When they might think that I'm fakin′ though


Maybe I am fake, damn straight, I don't even know
Lot of shit buried inside that I don′t even show
I slowly let it out while lookin' for a better route
But it′s hard to find, stuck in my mind, please let me out
Or let me in and help me out, so I don't go insane
Sometimes I use it like Novocaine to numb my brain
Or numb the pain from the past while smokin' on this gas
Feeling free ′til I′m on E, and then I always crash

Too many thoughts racin' around, go off the track
All this time spent, now I′m in debt, won't get it back
I′m broke but not broken, all this smoke that I'm toking
Got me frozen in the moment, how this goes? I do not know it
Relapsed with weed sacks, now we′re back to smokin'
Believe that I need that, these weed raps is potent

I'm back to my old ways, addictive personality
Moderation is a myth, control is a fallacy
Gettin′ around to it though, it′s hard to come by
Well, I'm wishin′ on a well 'til it runs dry

(Green, green, green) wait, I can′t handle that
(Green, green, green) wait, I can't handle that
Alright, alright, let′s go

I wrote that last verse while I was smokin', but now I'm not again
I think I like myself better sober, and you are not my friend
If you can′t support me in doin′ so, I'm movin′ slow
Baby steps can't take a left, or I′ma lose control
On the right path, don't light gas, I′m flammable
Heat of the day, I'm eatin' away like a cannibal
Slowly corrodin′ with my poisonous thoughts
So I let the smoke go like exhaust, I′m exhausted

Tired of sittin' around not doin′ anything
So I got up off my ass at last
I made a change 'cause my old ways are always
Gonna be lurkin′ in the distance
I can't give in to that life twice
Know I wanna be different, wanna be unique
I ain′t afraid to speak on issues that I got
And things I gotta stop, changin' my ways, it takes a lot
It's overwhelmin′ sometimes, look up and see the sunshine
Reminder God′s got me even though the devil's unkind

Gotta keep my faith ′cause it helps me when the days are dark
Closer with Him now, for a while we were a ways apart
But I know that He's forgiving, even with the constant sinning
′Bout to start a new beginning, no more L's
We only winning, only grinning, no more sadness
Used to be stuck in the past tense, now I′m 'bout to make it happen
Make up for what I was lackin', back in action
Flipped the script, finally in a better place
Time is of the essence, and it′s somethin′ I can never waste