Pheonix Songtext
von Kat Hamilton

I cried at the bottom of the shower
This wasn′t how I wanted it to be
When all that heat and all it's power
Burned out in the night like a fever dream
When you fell asleep at five in the morning
I looked in the mirror at my face
There′s a kind of attraction that consumes you in fractions
I didn't notice till it was too late

The phoenix dies in it's own fire
I was selfish then and a god damn liar
The phoenix dies and you′ll never know
That I carry it′s ashes wherever I go


My rational brain knows that you'll never hear this
But if I′m in your ear, listen to me say
I would've rather died than hurt you on purpose
For the ways that I did, I hold a candle of shame
It even flickers in the rain

The phoenix dies in it′s own fire
I was selfish then and a god damn liar
The phoenix dies and you'll never know
That I carry it′s ashes wherever I go

I wanted to be with you but only if you wanted me
The way that I treated you weighs heavy on my fragile wings
The words that I wrote in that note on your pillow
I meant every word of it


The phoenix dies in it's own fire
I was selfish then and a god damn liar
The phoenix dies and you'll never know
That I carry it′s ashes wherever I go
The phoenix dies in it′s own fire
I was selfish then and a god damn liar
The phoenix dies and you'll never know
That I carry it′s ashes wherever I go
Wherever I go