canadian geese (smt freestyle) Songtext
von karl koyomi

You ever cry yourself to sleep after making yourself throw up
Ashamed of the reflection you see in the mirror this can′t be real, yup

Despite this you try and conceal the truth of the matter
Refuse to see disorder cause if you did your eyes might shatter
OCD my hands bleed my brains disease see me pace back and forth
Until I succumb to the fingers in my mouth purge vomit in quarts
I'm out of sorts and want divorce with existence involving belligerent brain court


My mind′s gone
I'd do anything to get it back
Regret fills my lungs as I breathe crisp air and hit the track
But what I lack in resilience I make up for with crates of wax
Stacks full of gatefolds but still ungrateful
No matter what I get I won't be grateful
Unless I′m fallaciously gracious by the destruction of all shul′s, churches, and other tax exempt beneficiaries
It's truly scary that I think that like "Really, Oh dare he?"
Still not where I wanna be
So I keep inhaling that brass covered in verdigris playing All of Me knowing all of me just wishes to be free
From this Hellish world of private property and exploitation for your morning cup of coffee
The intricate assembly of my heart forces open a hole of contemplation which seems to be bottom
Less desire to be in this world so I curl up hoping not to be a bother
Keep to myself burning my fingers with solder

All dreams end
But there′s no end to my dreaming
Each day another begins
Most I spend rendering images in my head of me being dead
So I sit here upset that many fight for bread but yet
My selfishness consumes me and I want pain so I abstain from cracking a smile
Life's a free trial
Still imma cancel that subscription
No relief from my psychiatrists prescription
No relief until I′m fucking lamented