Lately Songtext
von Kala

I try to run away from these empty feelings
′Cause self loathing is under my skin again
Some days it feels like I have no meaning
'Cause it′s 3 a.m., and I'm still awake

Lately, I'm so afraid that I might let you down
My conscience is killing me, but I won′t make a sound
Maybe I′m just a little blind, just a little high
It feels better when I close my eyes
Lately, I'm so afraid that I might let, I might let you down

Self-doubt is hard to forget
When I′m losing my friends
'Cause I don′t see the world like them
And I don't want to admit
That I′m losing my grip on life
'Cause I'm still awake
I′m just a little bit jaded


Lately, I′m so afraid that I might let you down
My conscience is killing me, but I won't make a sound
Maybe I′m just a little blind, just a little high
It feels better when I close my eyes
Lately, I'm so afraid that I might let, I might let you down

That I might let you down
Yeah, yeah

I feel like I′m a loser
Like I don't deserve you
Rewriting my thoughts
They′re a suicidal haiku
Push you all away when you try to get closer
Buried half my family and finally got closure

Oh yeah, yeah, oh yeah, yeah
Uh-huh

La-la-la, lately, I'm so afraid that I might let you down
Yeah-yeah, yeah-yeah
La-la-la, lately, I'm so afraid that I might let you down
Yeah, yeah
Fuck
Yeah, yeah
La-la-la