Phases Songtext
von KAIYI

I don′t wanna go home its cuz you don't know me
Can′t you see that I've grown, yea i've grown lonely
We talk on the phone, I try to keep it sweet
Cause I hate all the moments you′re not proud of me
So tell me that you′re proud of me, please

7 YEARS, nomadic
I've gotten used to the static
I′ve met some real friends, lovers, and others who are plastic
I've learned a thing or two about myself like
Who I′m attracted to
You won't believe who I′m attracted to

You can say I'm going through phases
I know its not painless
When you saw me wasted
That's not how you raised me

I promise I′m going places
This life I′ve been chasing
I'm know we′re both jaded
From this conversation


And I can tell by your cadence
You're secretly breaking
But you′ll never hate me
And I won't let you save me

I can′t help going through changes
We're one and the same it's
A different narration
From the one that you made for me
(You′d do anything for me)

Never around
I used to stay up at night on the nights you′re in town
Just to wait for the sound
When you walk through the door you're still on a call
But I understood you were doing it all for your family
You′re just glad to see that I'm healthy
How do you know me so well?
I shouldn′t be fucking around cause you'll
Fly across the world so you can hold me
After all you heard that I′m not acting like the old me
You're stressed out I'm a mess I answer coldly
Part of growing up is being rly fucking lonely


你说楷意你这是什么态度
为什么你心不在焉感觉你 任何事都不在乎
你学习要有效率
做错事要 吸取教训就好
别累到崩溃
千万别喝冷水
少让我心疼呗
玩儿玩儿音乐也挺好的
但保持个GPA你以后工作更好找
你从小害羞
不太适合在人面前表演
还是早点回家吧
咱不必做这种冒险好吗？

Sometimes I wish you′d forget about me
Between the two of us
Only one of us should be hurting
I pray to god that it won′t be too late
For you to see that after all you gave me
I turned out ok
I hate it when you see me lazy
I hate it when you see me down
I hate it when you see me try too hard
You say I'm gonna drown
I needa be by myself right now
I′m used to you not being around
I needa be by myself right now
I needa be by myself right now