Therapy Songtext
von Jus Allah

I am on fire, I′m standing in water with live wire
I shouldn't be alive, I wasn′t alive prior
My gun had live rounds, it hadn't died either
It's on a strict diet, that′s iron, iron, and fiber
I′m not love worthy, I'm fine in isolation
My murders and crimes are just fines and violations
I like being the brains behind the operation
But I′m blood thirsty, I might die of dehydration
But I don't like charity, I′ll recoup and recover

I live life vicariously through others
I'm living off the blood that I take from my true customers
If someone ain′t pulling their weight, the group suffers
My gun sensitive to the slightest of vibration

I gotta be patient and wait for the right occasion
I need enough strength to control my night cravings
I need a blood bank that can hold my life savings


"You have a good soul, and I hate to kill good people
Go on, don't worry about it. As soon as you step outside that door
You'll start feeling better. You′ll remember you don′t believe
In any of this faith crap. You're in control of your own life"

I lived underneath of hell, I couldn′t eat, couldn't leave the cell
I couldn′t see, I learned to read from a Speak & Spell
It was everything I needed, I was treated well
Just another day at the office, I was Steve Carell

I couldn't sleep, I′d stand the entire task
A would-be king, the man in the iron mask
I was trapped, my capturer had the higher grasp
'Til I snapped the bars and shattered the fiberglass
It was enemy territory, foreign sand
It wasn't heaven or hell, it was borderland
My birth parents must′ve had a more important plan
They left me on the porch, knocked on the door and ran
In the wrong hands, abandoned with calamity

I ain′t have a chance or a family
I ain't have a plan B or sanity
I ain′t have fantasies and canopies
Life is no guarantees or answer keys