run. Songtext
von Joscaya

Is it weird
That I am not
My best friend′s best friend
Am I just a placeholder
For when your connections end
I'm well aware I haven′t spent much time, recently, 'round friends
Think I'm still stuck on how august just ...didn′t go as planned

So if you′re looking for me
Well, I don't wanna know
Only a shell of me
Is what I left below
You can′t compete to see
The wonders I might throw
If she'd believed in me
I wouldn′t be long gone
But if I could do it all over
I would always run


Do you feel like this is weird?
You still belong to my favorite people
But I don't know
You′re closer to my brother now
And that shouldn't really mean anything
In fact it's great, I know
But I can′t seem to get it out of my head
That now I might be holding on
To everything that′s dead and gone
It's been gone for some time now
Only noticed it this time ′round (It's been some time now)
So just in case that you would be-

Looking for me?
Don′t think I wanna know
Because the pain, I still keep it
A little, while processing it all
You won't compete to see
Oh how much I have grown
If you′d believed in me, I don't know how far I would've come
So if I could do it all over
I would always run