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von Jax Ryder

I′m haunted by faces of the past
Keep prayin' this hell don′t last
But I'm smothered by what I can't say
By nightmares that won′t ever go away
Round and round, it′s the only life I know
The ride keeps spinnin' with no place to go

Will today be the day I lose myself
The day I jump off life′s carousel
I keep grinnin' and pretendin′ I'm alright
But those memories keep spinnin′ in my mind
Just need one damn day outta this hell
Will today be that day
Or will I lose myself


Same old thoughts just a different night
Swear I done been here a thousand times
Each turn feels just like the one before
Like I ain't even goin' nowhere anymore
Been tryna change but it pulls me back
Like I′ll never really get my life on track

Will today be the day I lose myself
The day I jump off life′s carousel
I keep grinnin' and pretendin′ I'm alright
But those memories keep spinnin′ in my mind
Just need one damn day outta this hell
Will today be that day
Or will I lose myself

Round and round, my damage drags me along
But I keep prayin' that maybe tomorrow I′ll be strong

Will I be strong
Will today be that day
Or will I lose myself