Intro Songtext
von JaJa

Dear diary, even the hardest men of today find it hard to express
Their true feelings, including me. Even though we are blessed
There are many issues we hold to our chest. Even though we
May act a certain way, there are many problems in our life
That affect our attitude and behavior, therefore putting
Us in a state of stress. I find that the only way I can
Communicate my true feelings is through my music and lyrics

You see, daddy wasn′t there for me
So mummy just cared for me
Went to jail, came out


Mum was still there for me
Growing up was major
Everyday in danger
Mum your son is stressed now
I'm a troubled teenager
Thinking I′m a grown man and I don't even know shit
When cocaine was in my blood, how come no one noticed?
Coldest night dreams and shutting beef to fiends

So much deep thoughts and I was only 16
With mixed dreamt emotions, sometimes I might be loud
Mum your kid's successful, I bet I make you proud
For now I keep it family, forget them foreign crowds

Mum I′m so determined, I′ll definitely make you proud
The clouds that's above you, won′t let me push and shove you

Allah knows you're my favorite mum, that′s how much I love you

Dear mum, life has been like wind in the willows
Now instead of me, Nasir dribbles on the pillows

Throughout our life's journey, there will be many obstacles that
Get put in our path, some bad, some good. Only Allah knows who
Will make it. Everyone has a dream. My dream has been one of great
Difficulty. Throughout my journey I′ve lost close friends, made
Enemies, and been locked away behind prison walls. At the end of
The day it's Jahiliyyah. Survival of the fittest. Got to stay focused