Cold Void Songtext
von Jacob Makor

It′s the same shit every night, man
Just tryna stay afloat, oh
Yeah

Take another pill, yeah, I'm tryna feel nothing
All these fucking demons in my head, they always fronting
I′m drowning in the lean, tryna wash away the stress
Got a cold void in my soul, got a weight upon my chest
And I'm numb, yeah, I'm numb to the core

I don′t wanna feel this fucking heartbreak no more
Pour a four in a soda, let the world just fade
I feel like I′m in chains with the choices I made

Wake up in the morning and I'm reaching for the stash


Memories of everything are burning into ash
I see ′em in the mirror, yeah, they staring at my ghost
The things that hurt me deepest are the things I loved the most
And it's fucked up, really how I′m living on the edge
Popping Percocets like candy just to get out of my head
'Cause the reality is ugly and the truth is way too loud
I′d rather be a lonely king beneath the purple cloud
Yeah, my mother told me, "Stop," but she don't know the pain
She don't see the thunderstorms inside my fucking brain

Every time I′m sober, man, the walls start closing in
So I′m back into the bottle, back to flirting with the sin

Is it medicine or poison? I can't tell the difference now
I′m just tryna keep the crown while I'm sweating on my brow
Numbing out the agony, I′m freezing up my heart
Before the world can find a way to tear my life apart

Take another pill, yeah, I'm tryna feel nothing
All these fucking demons in my head, they always fronting
I′m drowning in the lean, tryna wash away the stress
Got a cold void in my soul, got a weight upon my chest
And I'm numb, yeah, I'm numb to the core

I don′t wanna feel this fucking heartbreak no more
Pour a four in a soda, let the world just fade
I feel like I′m in chains with the choices I made

I'm looking for an exit but I only see the floor
Got a hundred fucking problems knocking at my bedroom door
They say the money fix the misery, that′s a fucking lie


I'm counting up these millions while I′m praying I can fly
Another line of codeine just to balance out the mood
I'm starving for some peace but these drugs are all my food
It′s a toxic-ass relationship, me and all these pills
I'm trading in my sanity to pay for all these thrills
My heart is like a gallery of all my broken dreams
And I'm screaming underwater where nobody hears the screams
Fucking world is spinning faster while I′m moving in slow-mo
I′m a superstar in public but a shadow when I'm solo

Take another pill, yeah, I′m tryna feel nothing
All these fucking demons in my head, they always fronting
I'm drowning in the lean, tryna wash away the stress
Got a cold void in my soul, got a weight upon my chest
And I′m numb, yeah, I'm numb to the core

I don′t wanna feel this fucking heartbreak no more
Pour a four in a soda, let the world just fade
I feel like I'm in chains with the choices I made

Am I high enough yet? I don't fucking think so
Watching all my happiness just go down the sinkhole
Tell them put me in a castle made of gold and expensive stones
Since I spent my whole life feeling like I′m all alone
Mixing up the potions like a chemist in the lab
Every time I feel a spark, life gives me another stab
I′m addicted to the numbness, I'm addicted to the dark

Used to be a fire, now I′m just a dying spark
Got these vultures in my circle tryna pick apart my soul
While I'm losing all my balance and I′m losing all control
One more for the road, one more to kill the ghost
The ones who said they love me are the ones who hurt the most
So I'm back into the abyss, back into the deep
Where the monsters in my closet are the only ones who keep
Me company at night when the silence gets too loud
I′m just another legend hiding in a purple cloud

Take another pill, yeah, I'm tryna feel nothing
All these fucking demons in my head, they always fronting
I'm drowning in the lean, tryna wash away the stress
Got a cold void in my soul, got a weight upon my chest
And I′m numb, yeah, I′m numb to the core
I don't wanna feel this fucking heartbreak no more
Pour a four in a soda, let the world just fade
I feel like I′m in chains with the choices I made

Yeah, the choices I made

Just let it go numb

I don't wanna feel a thing

Not a single fucking thing

Jacob Legacy ′til the world ends, man

I don't want the darkness to take over