I'M SELFISH Songtext
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My biggest flaw is being too weak
I′m sensitive, and I lose my grip on every week
It's a breakdown, people around, but I don′t speak
My self-doubt is climbin', there ain't no peak

I′m insecure, I never think I′m enough
Or the fact that my hands are smooth and not rough
Or the fact I'm attached to things that don′t help
Still alone, even if a time this is what you felt

I got dreams too
Of no more stress
I want control of myself
Tired of being a guest
Or maybe times in my life
Where I'm just not a mess
There′s not an aspect of me
Where I don't feel less


I need somebody to save me
′Cause I been getting tired of this little fuckin' pill
That I take to tranquilize all this inner hate that still feels real
Or neutralize all my inner hate that just might kill
Me

And if I was to go, I hope
That only few that I do keep close
Can understand that I'm selfish, what I love most
Is solitude from my mind that don′t wrote this note

So fuck me and fuck you, and fuck the whole world too
I ain′t been through the most, and yet I still might choose
The path best for me, even if I lose
The path best for me, that's the one I choose
Me

I′m selfish
I'm selfish, I choose me
I′m selfish
I'm selfish, I choose me

I′m selfish
I'm selfish, I choose me
I know, I know
I'm selfish, I choose me


I toss and turn on what I can′t discern
I spend way too much and overlook what I earn
And if it′s of concern, I think I'll never learn
That every train of thought has left a bridge that′s burned

So what should I do now?
The trust severed with myself
Should I scream out loud
And let somebody know?
That I've been struggling to free myself
My pride strong, and it′s hard for me to call myself a burden

But that's what I am, right?
A fuckin′ nobody, what's the difference if I fight?
In early times I was selfish, but out of spite
And as it festers, the value lowers on my life

I wouldn't call it a choice
Inflicted no control, a curse
That I can′t shake, reverse
Or cut a check, coerce
And my reflection hurts
The will to live gets worse
And all the love deserts
Me

I′m selfish
I'm selfish, I choose me
I′m selfish
I'm selfish, I choose me

I′m selfish
I'm selfish, I choose me
I know, I know
I′m selfish, I choose me