Veteran's Day Songtext
von iNTELLECT

At war with my inner demons I know I′m going to hell
At least I got my story to tell
Top secret assignments, dotted line I signed it
Guess I put my life on consignment
If I could press pause, maybe rewind it
Probably wouldn't do some of the same kinda shit
Like ending life in a foreign land
Or, lyin′ to my kids bout who I really am
It's the, type of pain only a few understand
Hear the truth of a broken down battered man
Exterior's strong exoskeleton
Inside hollow like Boss republican (trump),
I′m all alone and consumed by my thoughts
This darkness, like the lochness no one sees these monsters

Feel the Rush
Life′s a freeway switching gears and popping the clutch
Dying anyway might as well roll up a Dutch
I'm vexed much
Abandoned in this world looking for God′s touch


Life is hurtin'
Death is certain
Pull the trigger
Die quicker
Grab a bottle pour the liquor
Trying to kill off this pain


Parents don′t want me to pass before them
But should I️ choose death or live life oppressed
My own country hates the color of my skin
Yet, leverages my strength for war but within
I'm much more
Complex
Than any jay-z metaphor
Tried to make it better for
My children to carry on
Leave a legacy for seeds of my seeds
Through them live on
Pray to god for peace on this world the day I′m gone
Antidepressants mix with alcohol stirring me wrong
Post traumatic disorder
I can barely perform
My psychiatrist just wants me to give her the long D
Calls herself my head doctor medicated relief
That's, patient confidentiality
Wow
Burn some trees lose my gravity
Now
Crossing the brink of losing sanity
How can it be
They profit of my tragedies.

Feel the Rush
Life's a freeway switching gears and popping the clutch
Dying anyway might as well roll up a Dutch
I′m vexed much
Abandoned in this world looking for God′s touch

Life is hurtin'
Death is certain
Pull the trigger
Die quicker
Grab a bottle pour the liquor
Trying to kill off this pain

And that′s the story of one Veteran