Shadowboxing Songtext
von Initiate

I don′t want to die
I just want to disappear
"You're alright" - is the last thing I want to hear

When the world feels fucking heavy
What′s this moment here to tell me?
The art of being unconstrained
When every memory has been stained

Every day's an uphill battle
And there's nothing to unravel
Continue moving to survive
It′s hard to breathe when buried alive


Nothing behind my eyes
I just want my fucking bed
It′s a special type of torment
When you can't control your head

Staring at a blank page or at the wall
This orange bottle makes me numb - don′t care at all
Better than the shaking
Better than the tears
Better than recounting all the things that brought me here

When the world feels stacked against me
Once a home feels fucking empty
Afraid that this was just the warmup
Nothing to do when time's the hold up

When my mind stops push and pulling
Who the fuck do I think I′m fooling?
Rewrote every memory
So in the end the problem was me