cbb to b sad Songtext
von IDER

Well, I hate myself
I hate that I′m sitting on top of
Your body thinking 'bout someone else

Fucking with my eyes shut
Nowhere you touch me is enough to stop me looking for a way out

I′ve become that person
Yeah, I'm selfish, I'm weak, and suddenly I hate the way you speak
The way you eat me out

I draw my curtain
Yeah, it′s harder to lie in the light, I see you looking at me
Waiting for me

Well, I know I shouldn′t be with you
But I can't be bothered to be sad

I′m so lonely nеxt to your body
Knowing that you don't know I feel this bad, hmm
Funny how time changes your mind
And you werе once the best thing I ever had

Then you roll over and kiss my shoulder
Maybe I love you, maybe I′m just mad


Well, I hate myself
I used to be fun and cool, now I don't fancy myself

Picking up old fights
Tryna make you hate me ′cause I can't
Be straight when you ask if I'm alright

Well, it′s my problem
Yeah, I′m selfish, I'm weak and suddenly I see I′m in too deep
Gonna hurt to leave

And I don't wanna solve it
Even though you repulse me every time you love me and you look at me
Waiting for me

Well, I know I shouldn′t be with you
But I can't be bothered to be sad

I′m so lonely next to your body
Knowing that you don't know I feel this bad, hmm
Funny how time changes your mind
And you were once the best thing I ever had

Then you roll over and kiss my shoulder
Maybe I love you, maybe I'm just mad

Well, I know I shouldn′t be with you
But I can′t be bothered to be sad


I'm so lonely next to your body
Knowing that you don′t know I feel this bad, hmm
Funny how time changes your mind
And you were once the best thing I ever had

Then you roll over and kiss my shoulder
Maybe I love you, maybe I'm just mad

Can′t be bothered to be sad