LIVELEAK GOREMUTT Songtext
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My nest is empty
Lived in agony
Since the day you died

Since you′ve been gone
I can't deny
The pain that I′ve survived

(My vision's) blurry
Your voice hurts me
My past haunts me
Can't escape I′ve tried

Therapist left me
Family hates me
Nobody wants me
Guess I′ll die

Sometimes I think
I might be better off dead
But I'm too afraid
Yeah I′m too afraid to
Paint the walls red


I'm a little liveleak goremutt
Drug me
Snuff me
′Til you get bored of
Playing with my insides
Make them my outsides
Paint the walls red
You know I adore it

Is this what freedom feels like
Black out
See the light
I can't get more of
Blissful suicide
Dying by your side
I feel more alive
When you′re carving my insides

You're probably wondering
Why I'm so fucked up
And dead inside
My parents fell for a scam
That was called the "TTI"

They broke me down and tried
To fix me to a perfect mime
Instead it haunts me
How they left me
For years at a time


What have I done
Is it too late
Put down your gun
Don′t blow my brains

I′m having doubts
I can't escape
And I want out
Is it too late

A trigger′s click
Could seal this fate
Hesitation
Is all it takes

But nevermind
It's far too late
Six years ago
I sealed my fate

Sometimes I think
I might be better off dead
But I′m too afraid
Yeah I'm too afraid to
Paint the walls red

I′m a little liveleak goremutt
Drug me
Snuff me
'Til you get bored of
Playing with my insides
Make them my outsides
Paint the walls red
You know I adore it

Is this what freedom feels like
Black out
See the light
I can't get more of
Blissful suicide
Dying by your side
I feel more alive
When you′re carving my insides