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von HRFTR

I′ve got this knot in my lungs
A weight that won't let me breathe
I′m losing sense of what I mean
Where things don't seem to exist

It's draining the best of me
This wrenching feeling, overwhelming
Fuck
Where things don′t seem to exist
I′m losing sleep, the walls are closing in


I can feel it, growing inside of me
This lump in my throat
Slowly suffocating me
A dulled puppet choked by its strings
Can't blame no one but myself
I can feel it growing inside of me
What should I do?
Nowhere to go
Now am I too far gone?
All these questions in my head
Perennial poison without antidote
Self doubt and self hate
That′s my whole life in a nutshell
I wish I could just lose myself
Where things don't seem to exist

Just fall in its emptiness
Drown in its tar
I′d gladly say fuck it to it all to end this suffering
They said it's mind over matter
But mine′s just sickening me
Empty me, take the voices away
Still a prey to what they say
Take them away
Oh take them all away

Split my skull open and delve my brain
I don't care what it fucking takes if it means all this ends

Dreams forgotten
As far as I remember
Stars sink and fade
I've always been afraid, afraid I don′t belong
Lull me to sleep
I′m losing sense of what is real
Till i break free from these walls
I'm vanishing


What do I fucking mean?

Far
So far away
I′m waiting for
I'm waiting for
Afar
So far away
I′m waiting for you
I'm waiting for you