Deadweight Songtext
von HRFTR

Dead weight
I woke up in the same skin
A skin that never fits right
The cracks in my shell now just flooding with spite
I screamed
I screamed for so long in the silence
Waiting for answers I don′t want to hear
Tell me
Where do I go from here?
Am I supposed to linger any longer on a path I despise?
Tell me
If this is the peak then how can I be enough?


You'll never be enough, you′re dead weight
I'll never be enough
You'll never be enough, why aren′t you better?
A void in disguise
You′ll never be enough, you're dead weight
Just dead weight, just dead weight
You′ll never be enough
Why can't I be enough?

And I think about this corrosion in my head
The rust in my lungs, a curse in my reflection
What if this everlasting struggle isn′t bound to end at dawn?
When will it end?
Ideals set in stone
Weathered but still whole
And still my world erodes
Testifying my withering soul

I fed on illusions now I choke as I drown
If the pain's what makes it real then is there anything left?

This shell′s long been empty
I just mimic what is left
Just ashes in the echo
Don't ask me to pray
When gods look like ghosts
And as the sky turns away

What if that's all there is?
I screamed for so long in the silence
Is that it in the end?


You′ll never be enough, you′re dead weight
You'll never be enough, you′re dead weight
I'm just dead weight

Fuck!

Tell me, where do I go from here?
If all I′m good for is faking things that I can't feel
Tell me, tell me
If that′s all there is
Then I never wanted this
Oh!

Just a dead weight
What if that's all there is?