The Explanation Songtext
von Howards Alias

I feel sick, that was sex not relationship
I waited this time to find I already knew me
And I now see that I was filled with apathy
When I needed to feel like I could be where most of the other boys are
I wished I could′ve brought fantasy to life
Now what I want to be is not what I wanted today
It felt new, but not as good as staying true
To what I now see has been hidden away but always a part of me

I respect all opinions, I respect all we've seen today
I tried so hard to do this, I tried so hard to change my ways
But now I see that I can′t change from how I've always been
So this might be you but baby it's not me

I feel sick, that was sex not relationship
I waited this time to find I already knew me
So why waste time pretending that I am fine
With friendship but on the line for
Something which means much less to me now


I respect all opinions, I respect all we′ve seen today
I tried so hard to do this, I tried so hard to change my ways
But now I see that I can′t change from how I've always been
So this might be you but baby it′s not me

All these times I just froze up inside
Meant all this time I didn't feel so free
All these days I thought I′d changed my ways
And turned myself into something I'm not
All these times I just froze up inside
Meant all this time I didn′t feel so free
Now I'm aware I do have love to share
Only in ways which feel right to me
Can't you see all I′m saying′s for me, this
Is not right just yet, I need to feel trust

I respect all opinions, I respect all we've seen today
I tried so hard to do this, I tried so hard to change my ways
But now I see that I can′t change from how I've always been
And it doesn′t make a difference when I try my heart fails me
So can you find it in yourself to accept what you see
'Cause this might be you but baby it′s not me