And a Big Load Songtext
von Hot Mulligan

Is it time to take a bow?
Waking up in the worst of company
Is there anyone around? No
All alone, it′s just these thoughts and me
Am I ever gonna make things right?
Am I gonna grow up now and say "I'm sorry?"
Take another shot in stride
When you see me throw up now, you won′t be sorry

Choking on apologies
I can't get out a word, I'm useless
Nothing good can come of me
I′m sure of this, another burden
Take another minute (take another minute)
Maybe take my life (maybe take my life)
Nothing good can come of me
Until I′m gone, I'm just a burden


Still, a part of me wants to get better
I know this, I saw him there
In the mirror a decade ago
Bleeding, hungry and unprepared
And I know what comes next
I′m laying down to rest
By myself in my bed but I won't wake up
So I′ve been trying to quit

Never gonna get it, never gonna get it
Always just committed, always just committed
Always just committed

Choking on apologies
I can't get out a word, I′m useless
Nothing good can come of me
I'm sure of this, another burden
Take another minute (take another minute)
Maybe take my life (maybe take my life)
Nothing good can come of me
Until I'm gone, I′m just a burden

Is it time to take a bow?
Waking up in the worst of company
Is there anyone around?
All alone, it′s just these thoughts and me

Never gonna get it, never gonna get it
Always just committed, always just committed
Always just committed


Choking on apologies
I can't get out a word, I′m useless
Nothing good can come of me
I'm sure of this, another burden
Take another minute (take another minute)
Maybe take my life (maybe take my life)
Nothing good can come of me
Until I′m gone, I'm just a burden