Stigmatas Songtext
von Holy Fallout

So many smilings
So many nice pats on the back
So many laughings
So many memories in the mind

And suddenly that change, abruptly it fails
Suddenly that change
Suddenly that change

You′re looking for something
Searching the reason to your pain
But behind the curtain
You're facing the truth without intent
Suddenly you try, cutting off that lie, suddenly that cry

Don′t use your axe to remove the fly that's on my head


Now the time has come to speak the unspoken
That unpleasant process is carrying all kind of madness
I've got nothing to say either nothing to save
I′m not legit to explain how life is a pain
Cause I′m a lucky bastard, I ain't got real complaint
For I′m lured in an ethereal world that's unreal and still
I′m negotiating to avoid that negative nihilism
A part of me that's meaningless
But if words have meanings, what about people?
Do we have a sense in here?
What we′ve achieved and what we're building
Then where do we go now?
Is there really something left to try?
I'm constantly facing paradoxical situations
I′m eternally avoiding the same mistakes and yet repeating them
The same fucking way, the same fucking traps
And still I wonder
Do we preach the good to deny the wrong?
Can we heal the one without hurting the other?
So many questions left unanswered
Can happiness be reached out without compromises?
Another bunch of paradoxical bullshits
Happiness is a lie, a fairy tale or another holy grail
I ′ve dreamed of a world of differences
In which people would feel alike
No negativism nor superfluous...
But even this is totalitarist bullshit
Imprisoning one's mind in a common nice way of thinking leads to
Denouncing intolerance and consequently leads to intolerance itself
Yes, you can hate yourself!
Another downward spiral, once again
Fuckin′ oroborus or whatever they call that god damned snake!
Screw that shit and screw them all!
Every ideal concept is a lie
Idealism is a dream that can never be realized
For it's impossible to please every single conscience
Every individual with its personal will
And refusals
Some will enjoy loneliness and other will just fear it

You used to cherish yesterday
Getting along with every say
Everyone′s debt had been repaid
But suddenly that crack

You 've found a truth you′ve found a way
You trusted a face, trusted a name
But you've opened your eyes you 've come to realize
And suddenly you′ve cried
You′ve judged the book way too early
You think it won't happen again
You′ve been kissed one time
Crucified two times and you've cicatrized


No matter what
We′re not meant to feel the same ways at the same time
This way, love appears to be the biggest paradox
True love isn't even conceivable
Sparks are bounded to pass away and can never be eternal
Passions are punctual
They are nothing but disguised urges
And they don′t last as much as people force them to last
Treat 'em mean keep 'em keen...
Can′t you see it? Shared love isn′t meant to be endeavored
Since it has to be felt by more than one individual
It can never be authentic forever
All of this is wrong!
People are jailed in moral and fake concepts
And it's preventing them from being real
Society works this way
You have to get in line
You have to conform
And you have to forget about what should be true and natural to you
Gather around, eat, consume and forget about the rest
Nobody is an exception to that one rule!
Everyone′s just the butt of the joke
Everyone is the king of the fools!
Poor fools
Just look at us waiting for a salvation that's not gonna happen!
Watch us fade away cause nobody cares!
Watch us disappear anonymously!
We are you and you are us!
And together we will be and we are
All Down and Deviant