Pasolini Songtext
von Hazelord

Say "A couple walked, disappeared in the mouth of joy"
I′ll get it here, mind the spine in the bat since broke
It's coming, it′s never coming back
Bring out the filth for my right flowered ear

The longest haul, bedrooms at the end of the street
And there's a word, mood awaiting there for me
See the eyes, see the careless eyes inside
And not a blue light to undo what I've done
They can catch me but they can′t undo what I′ve done

And you can scream 'til the stars bleed out
It′s just two arms wed to warmth
A sullied cheek, bleeding thighs, too much
There's only one left untouched

Now if your soul can hear the daisies gawk
They found a way to stop the noise
I doubt the average family man you love
Breed in a less conventional way


Take a final look at the beverage of your best life
A dizziness, and it′s nobody's night but mine
Here′s the weird friend to crawl inside your legs
To penetrate, utter "you are welcome" no more

Don't feel the love, think there's merely one fractured crown
There′s only power in a versatile grandiose mind
In a chrome sty, the wall awaits her blood
Actresses act, she′s a stillborn yet leading light
Her fuck me eyes, RKW mannequin type
Behold, the reel that'll impress once compelled to die

And they will scream ′til the stars bleed out
It's just two arms wed to warmth
A sullied cheek, bleeding thighs, too much
There′s only one left untouched

Now if you noticed when the moon turned off
Just tell the night you'll be here soon
You′ll never call family men your "love"
No matter how conventional they are


On one peaceful mid-July night
While the heat was in its heyday
While children were running and playing on the beach
The memory of which they would leave
Once the summer had evaporated
A sweet impulse came to me
Mothers, daughters, sisters, them
Once again, like always
I remembered the melodious sound of their footsteps
The symphony of their breath
And the unforgettable coda that their fear composed
It was that night
One more time, one more victory, one more confirmation
A new one, always
In its large velvet coat
It was my eyes that caught her without warning
With the only lights to swallow us
Being the blinding green of the bowls of Hygieia
And the dying red of dilapidated grocery stores
How cool is that, well if I dare asking?
She presented herself as any other prey
In the sense that any mere mortal would desperately try
To understand why I would choose her
Over one of the many fancier and more glittering trophies
The damned city I was born in had to offer
But tonight was a different kind of night
The omnipresent tension of a room ruled
By a claustrophobic atmosphere
Nimble fingers suddenly meeting the most unbelievable thing
Humanity has ever created
None of that was going to happen tonight
Tonight was going to be a different kind of night
A night of impulsiveness
A night where complexity gives way to the beauty
To the vivid beauty of the gesture
And all I have is my hand, my whole body
And the little bit of luck that God handed me with his lacerated hands
So I might as well use it
I might as well not disappoint my beloved creator
I was born with a mission
A mission of lust, and God himself knows that I'm at a point
Where it's not about love
Not about asking pointless stuff or even commitment
It′s about my worth as a man, it′s about pleasure
It's about me
It′s not about them
Though they could try if I'm being honest
It′s about being a real man
And it is happening tonight, once again
And now, all I got to do, is to get her
I follow her
I can hear myself following her
She can hear me following her
And God can hear us with the fragile ears
That are already useless to him
She worries, more and more
I can feel her fear, I can feed on her fear
It makes me stronger
I walk, I walk, I walk, she walks, she walks
She starts running, I start running
I run, I run, I run, I run, I run, I run
She runs, she runs, she runs, she runs, she runs

I got her!

My arms, my big arms, around her, blocking her
She cannot move
As her neck is facing the sharpest knife she ever had to confront
She cannot scream, as my hand won't allow her to produce any sound
I cannot be stopped and I won′t be stopped
I don't care if they think I'm wrong
I′m here for myself and myself only
The art of self-defense is dead
The art of defeating me is dead
I fucking killed it
And there′s nothing no one can do about it (I fucking got you!)
I start... I start undressing her, she cannot move
She cannot say anything
She... she tries to move, but she cannot
And there you go (Stop!)
There you go
The other blade is out (Stop fucking moving!)
The other blade is out. And- (Stop, I said!)
There you go, I... I'm inside
I′m inside her. I'm inside you!
Shut up!
Stop... stop screaming!
No one is there anyway, you fucking idiot!
No one can fucking hear you!
C′mon
Stay still!
Stop moving!
You know how lucky you are?!
You know how fucking lucky you are?!
You... you... w-
Stop fucking screaming!
And don't you f-
Don′t fucking tell anyone!
Don't you... you
You better keep that fucking mouth shut!
You know what?
No one's gonna believe you anyway!
No one′s gonna believe you aside from your fucking friends
I′m going to do the same thing to!
They're gonna be lucky too!
Like... they′re gonna be lucky too!
You worthless pile of garbage!
Be grateful I'm keeping you alive!
Have some decenc-
You don′t want me to keep you alive?!
You-
I'm gonna fucking kill you!
You fucking-
Don′t make me do this!
Don't make... Fuck
Take this!
Take this!
C'mon!
Take t-
Look what you′re making me do!
Look!
You fucking-
It′s all your fault!
It's... it′s all your fault!
You fucking-

I don't care if they forgive me
I don′t care if you forgive me