SmaLL HiLLz Songtext
von Guerrilla Warfare

You don′t call me no more
But i don't call you either
i still aint see no efforts to be here
You say the phone works both ways,
But you cant act as eagerly if you keep speakin to me with this demeanor
And I put off writing this verse like I put off talkin to you,
And making good on promises just couldn′t follow through
That's something we got in common isn't it ironic, I′m just being honest, but we′ve both been workin, workin' on that- and trynna stay on topic- so lets stay on topic and this time just listen without offerin comment
Used to talk and stop in often just to solve the world′s problems
Now we small talk like there's nothing to talk about after our falling out, just a disconnect with no resolve in it.
Cuz your life is different now
So is mine,
But theres no sense dwelling on lost time, mull it over some cold drinks in the kitchen. "What′s on my mind,
stop in some time,
on the other side, hit my line. Just come on by and see what were living like
With my feelings conflicted, I'd like to keep it all love, so that′s why I still keep my distance.


(Verse 1)
But for every struggle I'm truly grateful
For all the trials and tribulations, that never made sense
Wish you cared but i can't make you
But i mended what i could and smiled through learned to make due
And For a lot of these issues showin a head,
if i said I didn′t blame you It′d be a lie
but for the air in my chest i breathe i still thank you
and i can't hate you
At least i didn′t intend to, Be so hateful
Just can't help it, sometimes its still painful
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i know i know I know who′s to blame for it
i know i know I know you're ashamed of it
I know i Wanna Erase it but i can′t forget

Some things we'll never forget, but hopefully we can forgive, eventually,
Emotionally scarring images instilled in adolescence
I remember how the tone was set and how the tension would sit.
And How I'd give in and bend as a kid to your childish resentment.
benevolent love erased,
disgraced with rage,
I don′t what age it started
It′s Just a shame
shit ain't been the same since
Pushing away everything with hateful shit you say how things would be better if I could see it your way, afraid one day imma wakeup n it′s gonna be too late then.
Pleadin' my case til im blue in the face with my time and waste it
I see you paying penance, but this can′t be forgiven,
But I'd like to keep it all love so i still keep my distance

i watched you die on small hills while i was climbing up mountains,
And I watched you, and I watched you.
(i watched you die on small hills while i was climbing up mountains,
And i watched you, and i watched you, and i watched you)


My love for you
is unconditional,
That′s what you'd always say but sometimes I find it difficult
to take as truth and not convolute just because you
Because you're always so hyper-critical and hypocritical

(HOOK)
i watched you die on small hills while i was climbing up mountains, I hope you′re proud now
I just miss when you were somebody I could count on. Reminiscing when checkin in and support didn′t feel forced, it felt forreal. The real spill on how I feel has always been with you, just signed and sealed.

(Breakdown)
Fuck your mind games, I won't play them.
calculated and manipulated,
replacing love with contempt and hatred.
This an attempt to vent what I could never say then
I watched you DIE ON SMALL HILLS.

(outro)
But I let it go and move forward and let old wounds heal
And gotta let it all die On small hills
But i let all n let old wounds heal
Wear it proudly or keep it concealed
The hate we feel it slowly kills
Let it all die on small hills