Indulgence Songtext
von Gracchus

I like poison
Yes I love to poison myself
I wake in a rush
So I eat from my chemical shelf
To the place
Yet again
The sugar helps me keep it in
And I like to
Save my time
Plus I love the cancer they put inside
Cap the night
With some liver decay
To keep those bad bad thoughts away
I′ll rise again
And do it tomorrow
I plan to rise
And do it tomorrow
Cuz I like to wake up
And feel sick

I'm glued
To the front page
All the horror and disease and I just can′t turn away
Now I watch
It on TV
I am no longer me
I've become the things that I see


Let's gather around
It′s time to
Babysit the clowns
I turn on the news
(It′s time to)
Babysit the clowns
I like the drear
I like the fear
I like the broken volunteers
I like the crime
Brought to me live
I like to watch my friends all die
(So I)
Turn on the news
(It's time to)
Babysit the clowns
Broken tears
Neverending fear
I′m gonna
Babysit the clowns
I like to change
The good that's inside
I plan to watch it
As soon as I rise
Cuz I like to wake up
And feel scared

Outside′s the only difference
A glow that fades beneath the skin
But inside it just always feels the same
There's gotta be a better way

Inside
Mundane is sinking in
To get it out I cut my skin
But inside it still all just feels the same
There′s gotta be a better way

I know
It's deep inside
All the trauma to be healed but it's hard
So I′d rather hide

So I keep
It all in mind
Cuz the words that I′ve heard they don't seem
To have left me right