RSL Songtext
von [glsnr]

Can′t seem to let it go
Can't seem to put it down
Can′t seem to hang it up
I've tried so hard
not to let it fall apart
When I didn't break it first
Feeling like I′ve got a curse
Maybe I′ve just been a jerk
Well maybe I will feel alright
When they stick me in a hearse
Knowing that the sun will shine
When I'm underneath the dirt

Why can′t I seem to love myself
I've tried so hard all of these times
Feeling like I′m running in circles
Losing my goddamn mind


Why can't I seem to relax when I know everything will be fine
Why can′t I seem to trust the moment
When I know that it is divine
God knows I've tried

So now I'm sinking to the bottom of the sea
Still waters run deep
But it′s cold down here
It′s cold and I've been shivering
Slithering on my belly through the mud
And I′ve been trying not to judge
But these motes in my eyes are feeling like timbers
Now I'm struggling
Clambering my way up to the surface
Hoping, praying I deserve this
And if I make it you′ll find me dancing on my grave
Instead of pulling out my hair
Well I've been bleeding
And I′ve been pleading
Now I'm screaming
I just need it all to stop


Everything's spinning
Tripping over my own feet again
Trying so hard just to catch my breath
What can I say to make you understand
I′m trying goddamnit I′m doing the best that I can
Feeling all these failures that I've felt
What do I have when I′ve got nothing left
But feeling all these failures that I've felt
Never could seem to connect all the buttons
Break all my chains
End all my suffering
Never could seem to connect all the buttons
Break all my chains
End all my suffering
Never could seem to connect all the buttons
Break all my chains
End all my suffering
Never could seem to connect all the buttons