Captive Songtext
von george

I wanna scream sometimes
Louder than passing traffic
Yet only I can hear my silent noise
Every day consumes me
Each step I′m falling in
Imprisoned in my own choice
The phone's ringing every minute

So I try to take time
Just to breathe for a minute
To find a silent breath
I can call my own
So I try to give time
One more quiet second
To find a silent breath
I can call my own


And I know I choose to be
Yet I feel I′m a captive of it
And I make love to it
But I hate it
And I want to
But I'm scared of running away
To make love but to hate
Is all in my own hands

I suppose you always feel safe
When you feel control
Yet under all I know
I'm never really in control
At times my most intimate low
Pieces the system I don′t have
The senseless pure sanctity
How I crave you

So I try to take time
Just to breathe for a minute
To find a silent breath
I can call my own
So I try to give time
One more quiet second
To find a silent breath
I can call my own


And I know I choose to be
Yet I feel I′m a captive of it
And I make love to it
But I hate it

And I know I choose to be

And I feel I'm a captive of you
And I make love to you
But I hate you
And I want to
But I′m scared of running away
To make love but to hate
Is all in my own hands

Yet the unknown breeds fear
My mother's breast seems miles away
You can be happy
You can be happy
You can be happy
To play the game
To play the game
Until you′re dead