Finger on the Trigger Songtext
von Futuristic

I got my finger on the trigger

What if niggas really want me gone for good?

It wouldn′t be that hard
Every day I tell the world every single place that we are
I've been tryna be a star
But the hate come with it

They don′t get it
I'ma do it to myself before anybody else
Swear to God that I'm ready for this shit to be finished
But would anybody care?

Would anybody care?
Would anybody cry?
Anybody do the same?

Would anybody die?
A little bit inside
I′ve been thinking in my mind


Everything is for a reason
That′s what they say about Jesus
I don't believe it
′Cause the people that I need the most always end up leaving
And this uncertainty's been irking me
This love I had is gone
I hate the life that I′m living
I'm wishing I could move on
I′m everything that I hated
I'm everything that is wrong

I don't know if I′ma be here by the time you hear this song
And it all falls down
And it all falls down

And I hate this town
I remember rejection
And it made its rounds
And I hate the sound of your fucking voice
′Cause it haunts my dreams
And I just can't sleep and it′s not by choice
And I just can't breathe

Every time you speak
And I lie to her
When I say it′s love
At one time it was
How things has changed
I'm all about me
Whatever happened to us?
′Cause we don't seem close
I ain't close to my folks


Ain′t close to my bros
But I′m close to these hoes
They come and go

And I'm all alone

I got my finger on the trigger

(The pain you caused me, you′ll never know)
I'm ready to die
Got my finger on the trigger
(Locked and loaded, I′m letting it go)
'Cause I got nothing inside
You don′t really know what you do to me
We ain't everything that we used to be
I'm ready to leave here truthfully
You should see my finger on the trigger

I′m ready to die

Let me think this through
Let me think this through
If I leave right now, what will it do?
I got things to prove
A couple things to lose
What about my fans?
What about my fam?
They need this too
What about my grams?

Rest in peace
She wanted me to see this through
What about my bro?

He needed a father figure and I pretty much raised him
I gotta make sure that his head′s on straight
And I gotta have faith that we both gon' make it
What about her?

What about her?

We lost that passion but we can make it work

We can make it work
I never wanted this to happen
And I′ve been selfish in my ways
I guess I brought this on myself
I always push you away when you tell me you're there to help
And I still don′t know where to go from here
I think that scares me most

I really just wanna make sure that my story gets retold
And it's a shame
I feel so sane
With this gun to my brain
Adrenaline veins

Feeling no pain
This might be the day
Then I ease off
And I call my nigga

And he don′t answer
I grab my gun
And I pull that trigger

I got my finger on the trigger

(The pain you caused me, you'll never know)
I'm ready to die
Got my finger on the trigger
(Locked and loaded, I′m letting it go)
′Cause I got nothing inside
You don't really know what you do to me
We ain′t everything that we used to be
I'm ready to leave here truthfully
You should see my finger on the trigger

I′m ready to die