Conversedation Songtext
von Fishgrape

How can one man be so blind
How can he see himself as a man
Stuck in our dreams, as you may see
With both eyes tied to the tree of your mind

I can′t stand to sleep in the dark
What is all around me
I wish it was you
But you're transparent when I see

Do I really care for you,
Or just what you think of me
And if I really care for you
Why do I pretend to see what you don′t show

Stop
You're teasing me
With that fucking synth-y music I can't move my body to
Dancing never looks good to me
It′s just calculated wiggling
I guess I′m just undermining


I'm just calculated cells and dirt
I′m worth nothing of any worth
In comparison to the universe
...What is the universe
...Am I the universe
I tried not to care
But I stopped caring
I tried not to share
I started sharing

When you let your hair down
Anyone can cut it
When you put your foot down
How can I tell

Oh, dopamine
You're not dope, you′re just mean
Turning off and on again
As if the sun rose once a week
Oh, moon
Why are you out at noon

I don't know anything anymore
I can′t see the heart that's at the core
Just a body
And a hint of a smile
I've been on and on for a while
So how was your day


The mess that is my mind
The mess that′s in my mind
Running through my ears
Into the years of peers
Realizing all my fears

Some people just don′t connect
Sometimes the other party is a funeral

You're my universe
Sit on a ten-foot pedestal
Not that tall
It′s not that full
But you got what I
Think I want
And I got what you see
Superficial
I'm superficial
More than I say

I can′t see the future
I can't see the past