gone at 20 something Songtext
von Ezra

If I only I knew it was the last time
Would′ve made sure, you knew just how
Much I used to rely on this
Lounging doing nothing with you
And I know it's selfish
But I′m mad at you, I can't help it
Know you left going through your own shit
I'm just pissed off I ain′t notice

It still feels like yesterday we′d argue about nothing
'Bout where we′d be at thirty, why'd you go at twenty something
From sunny skies to overcast, I never saw it coming
Thought getting high would pass the time we lost you in the substance

If only I
Had known the time
That I had left
To say goodbye
I′d lose a limb to change your mind


'Cause losing you
Ain′t sitting right
It's like there's something in my eyes
We lost the most contagious smile

I never wanted you to be
Only in my memories
A contact I′ll just stare at but not call

Jeremy, it′s killing me
It feels like you gave up on me
You don't what you′ve got until it's gone
You′ve got until it's gone
You′ve got until it's gone

Every time your songs come on
Brodie I get lost in 'em
I ain′t proud of it

And I picture where it all went wrong
And my part in it
Was I part of it


I can′t let it go
Until your back
At your messy desks
Choking on your laugh
Now I'm on my own
I′ve been looking back
What's the fun in that
What′s the fun in that

Now I'm asking what you would′ve said
Only I can hear it like it's in my headphones
I tell myself that you're listening
But the truth is who the fuck knows

It still feels like yesterday we′d argue about nothing
′Bout where we'd be at thirty, why′d you go at twenty something
From sunny skies to overcast, I never saw it coming
Thought getting high would pass the time we lost you in the substance

If only I
Had known the time
That I had left
To say goodbye
I'd lose a limb to change your mind

′Cause losing you
Ain't sitting right
It′s like there's something in my eyes
We lost the most contagious smile

I never wanted you to be
Only in my memories
A contact I'll just stare at but not call

Jeremy, it′s killing me
It feels like you gave up on me
You don′t what you've got until it′s gone
You've got until it′s gone