Lobotomize Me Songtext
von Extortionist

Constricted, I try to fight it, but the walls, they kept closing on
Afflicted, cursed with a mind that′s bound to face a fatal slip
There's nowhere safe, I′ve lost my way and now I'm too far gone
I can't escape the memories of where it all went wrong
Can′t stand to live another day inside the skin that I′m in
Destined for discomfort, how do I cut this out?

Thoughts racing in an unrelenting spiral
Don't know what happens when my mind goes black
Cognitive dissonance, I can′t discern what I know
Forever longing to dissolve my past
I need rewired 'cause my mind is short-circuiting
I′m tangled up inside existential suffering
If I could, I'd carve it out with a lobotomy
The four letter disorder that′s buried underneath

Just drive a knife through my skull
So, then I would let go
Lights on, but nobody's home
It sounds so wonderful


Violence takes a hold inside of my mind
Here we go again
Counting down the steps until I'm over the edge
Only seconds left, give me eternal rest, ah
Give me eternal rest

I need out of this hell inside my head
Let me out

Flashbacks start again
How can I forget?
Fucked inside the head
I am longing for this to end

Just drive a knife through my skull
So, then I would let go
Lights on, but nobody′s home
It sounds so wonderful

The fear persists and I relieve the torment
Gouge out my eyes, so I don′t see it again
Lobotomize me
Me
Lobotomize me


Panic starts again
Fuck
My body writhes in the tremors
I wish that I couldn't remember
Gouge out my eyes, carve out the light
Maybe then I would find my peace of mind