DYSPHORIC MANIA Songtext
von EXCEED411

Useless existence, I wish I didn′t
Bottomless void, infinite distance
SSRI shit, I wanna ditch it
New kind of stress, I'm stuck in this prison

If I don′t die soon I'm not sure why not
Folds of my brain all stuck in a tight knot
Lone enby freak, there's no stress I don′t got
Sit in despair while I let my limbs rot

Why am I still holding on?
It has been too fucking long
Why am I still holding on?
Just give me the fucking gun

Why am I still holding on?
It has been too fucking long
Why am I still holding on?
Just give me the fucking gun


Just the like prod my feelings are fatal
No longer know how I′m s'posed to feel now
So used to shit the change might be too much
If I don′t change I'll never find love

I still expect this rut to end
Without my death and without a friend
Cut off those losers, cut off the rest
They will not miss me when I am dead

They
Won′t
Miss me when I'm

Dead in the ground like my hope and my self-esteem
Hope you know the grave was dug at every point you laughed at me
Made it hard to walk away but made me wish I didn′t stay
Beating at my mental now you wonder why it has decayed

Don't try to tell me what my fucking name is
Don't try to act like you know what I know bitch
Spending an entire year just on suffering fucks with your brain and leaves it a rotting

Mess
A rotting mess

Just like my death
Like my death