July Songtext
von Ex-Vöid

You′re out in the park
And you look so cool
Holding on for dear life
This is your rewrite
What have you been up to and
How are you really doing?
You seem kinda sad
And I can't find my lighter

I never thought
That it could feel
Somehow even worse
Than the first time
But in my head
I know it′s the end


Was so disappointed
When we first kissed
Taste of tar on my breath
Slurring but not pissed
What have you been up to and
How are you really doing?
You seem kinda fine
And I'm almost dying

Head in my hands
Still I drag on
Can barely breathe
I'm smoking baby
As you invite
A sense of relief
Now that I′m gone
I won′t scream or talk in brash terms
Just sit quietly

I never thought
That it could feel
Somehow even worse
Than the first time
But in my head
I know it's the end


I take it back
I don′t want this to be over
I take it back
I know I was the one who made it end
And if you're hung on still
Forgive me for it all
You made me think this was over
You won′t have to take a smoker
Again