Quarrelsome Heaven Songtext
von Ennui

I am the ice, I am the wall
Pride of the voice - invisible

I am the frost, you are the cost
I hurt I, mourning dew –
Hurting you, hurting you, hurting you

To be heard, nothing learned
Push away, stay away
With guilt - guilt - guilt

To be heard, nothing learned
Push away, let me in
With guilt - guilt - guilt


Sixteen years old today
Stage four, I heard mom say
Sister, is our grandfather going away?
Because he′s eighty pounds less this year
And he sits quiet on his porch
With less time than any of us have

Thirty eight years old
Fifty six years old
Seventy four years old
Ninety three years old
Alone without you

Twenty years gone by
And love - love's always been hard
I tried, I tried, my fucking best

Family shattered into scatters
Screaming is all that fucking matters

I love you, promise not to leave
I love you, promise to leave me be
I hate you, promise to set me free