Nonlinear Healing Songtext
von Electromancy

6 yeaaaars of rotting
6 yeaaaars of pills
6 yeaaaars of trauma
The yeaaaaars go on still

Stalwart in this battle
I′ve been taking the reins
I fight for my healing
I'm ending this pain

Step By Step I drive (Shaun)
Forward through-my life (Step)
My spir-it Burns (Shaun)
Even as my body cries (Step)

I′ve lived a big world (Shaun)
I've made a lot of life (Step)

But nooooow life (both)
Is Clos-ing back around me


I've kept my chin up
For so ve-ry long
But re-lapse is
Hit-ting me so diff-eren-tly

The on-ly thing worse
Than getting sick
Is getting sick a-gaiiiiin

I can heal I can heal
I wanna heal I want to heal
I can heal I can heal
I wanna heal I want to heal

(Shaun)
Can I heal can I heaaaaal?
Help me heaaal help me heal
Can I heal can I heal?
I want to heal
I want it so fuck-ing bad (Both)

I feel like I′m (Shaun)
Dr Frankenstein (Step)
Trying to resur- (Shaun)
Rect my own corpse (Step)


The lightning strikes (Shaun)
And there′s light inside my eyes (Step)
But it al-ways (Shaun)
Fades away (Both)

This Trauma coursing (Shaun)
Through my body (Step)
It seeps deep (Shaun)
Into my mind (Step)

It sows so much doubt, (Shaun)
So much fear inside (Step)
My mind rots my body, (Shaun)
My body rots my mind (Both)

I can heal I can heal
I wanna heal I want to heal
I can heal I can heal
I wanna heal I want to heal

Can I heal can I heal?
Help me heal help me heal
Can I heal can I heal?
I want to heal
I want it so fucking bad

What the fuck
What the absolute fuck
I've put in so much time and energy
So much of my life into this
How could it be slipping back
How could my health be slipping away again

I can′t handle it
This can't be real
This can′t be happening again
Why is this happening to me
Why did this ever happen to me
Ahhh I thought I finally found Hope

I can't handle the betrayal again. I can′t

WHAT - IS - THE - ANSWER

To the horror of my flesh

What is the an-swer
Is it even worth taking
One more step

Sometimes all you can do
Is just keep moving forward