Not This Time Songtext
von Egos Divide

Opportunities I wasted
I screwed it all up again and again

Always a fuck up, never patient
I just self-destruct, a means to an end

And everything that I thought was going right
All went wrong
And every time that I thought I saw the light
It was gone

Not this time
I fucked it up, I fell behind
Not this time
Can′t fuck it up, can't fall behind


Now I got another chance
And I′m scared to death It'll all go south
It never goes the way you planned
And I always tend to put my foot in my mouth
I felt stupid even trying
But what else can I do?
Everything in perfect timing
And I came way too far to lose

Not this time
I fucked it up, I fell behind
Not this time
Can't fuck it up, can′t fall behind

Not again

I can′t let myself down

Thought I knew it all, but I was just a fool
Never got anywhere, just following the rules
Always felt alone in the crowd
Used to listen to the noise, now I'm drowning out the sound

Not this fuckin time