2016–2018 Songtext
von EGOISM

Honestly, I never try to look backwards
But the memories have a way of turnin′ 'round and
Saying "hi" to me

Now I′m thinkin' 'bout the summer of 2016
When everything we needed was for you to get clean
I should have said somethin′ better than
"You′re hurtin' me"

Hope you′re free now, it would look so proud
'Cause everything we wanted stays trapped in my mind
I scream out, but I would leave now
The same way that I left you in 2018

I don′t wanna think about
How much our history really means
First time with a girl out loud
We made-out on your dirty sheets

But it wasn't me you hurt the most now
It was Olive that you were really scared
So, I never got the chance to grieve how
You were gone when I began to care (uh-uh)


Hope you′re free now, it would look so proud
'Cause everything we wanted stays trapped in my mind
I scream out, but I would leave now
The same way that I left you in 2018

I don't wanna sort this out
You don′t wanna see this side of me
And these thoughts screamin′ out so loud
You're sayin′ things I can't believe

′Cause I don't wanna be the one you lean on
I don′t wanna be the one you lean on
I don't wanna be the one you lean on
I don't wanna be the one

And I still think ′bout the spiders on the ceilin′
And the methadone needles on the bed when you were feelin' it
′Cause I have still rained on boxes in my attic
That I dragged in from the street 'cause they found out you′re an addict

So get free now, on your own somehow
'Cause everything got honest when you looked in my eyes
I scream out, but I would leave now
The same way that I left you in 2018 (ah-ah)


And you′re free now, it would look so proud
'Cause everything we wanted stays trapped in my mind
Just scream out, but I would leave now
The same way that I left you in 2018