Closure (E] Songtext
von Dren Calisas

I′m so sorry
For all this time
For all this time
For all this time
I'm so sorry
For all this time
For all this time
For all this time
I′m so sorry

Never seen a man cry until I seen a man die
Never seen a man smile unless he had a bad bitch wildin'
This the story of my life, ridin' ′round sober
On my own, what′s the point? God save me from myself
I lost my pops the other day, ain't seen him since a kid
Feel some kind of way and about the way he lived
And about the way he slapped my motherfuckin′ mama to the ground
Left us all hatin', three kids was like strangers

Try to keep my feelings in, they comin′ out through my pores


The more and more I think about it, the more and more I'm torn
Yo, my memories is all fucked up
Never played ball with a nigga in the backyard
I′m like, "Who are you? I don't even know you"
Wish I had a chance to get to know you, but I never did
Now I been through life by myself, man
You was never there for your kids
Never had the father-son talk, I was out on my own, pops
Never seen my first kid, never seen my first car
But I be kept it real

How I really feel
For all this time (No)
My father never kept it real
For all this time (No)
So since you asked me how I feel
I'm so sorry
For all this time (No)
My father never kept it real
For all this time (No)
For all this time


I sit alone in the four-corner room starin′ at candles
I thought we would make it right
Before you died, but it never happened
And I keep thinkin′ 'bout all the times you left us with nothin′
My mama had to struggle, pops, remember you left us with nothin'
I had to go to school with fucked up shoes, holes in ′em, pops
My big brother had to be my daddy, you was on lock
It's like you wasn′t even trippin', your kids was doin' bad
We had nothin′, pops, we had nothin′, pops
We was all doin' bad with the rats and roaches in the crib

We had to figure it out
Me and my sister had nothin′, me and Shawty had nothin'

And I had nothin′, and you ain't even care
You left us all there to fend for ourselves
I can′t keep holdin' this in, gotta get this pain off my chest
And if my family gets mad, well, fuck it, I gave 'em my best
You gettin′ buried right now while I′m makin' this song
I did this on purpose for this closure, I need to move on
I′m sorry

I'm so sorry
For all this time
For all this time
For all this time
I′m so sorry
For all this time
For all this time
For all this time
I'm so sorry

Since you dipped out, let me give you updates
All three of your kids, we turned out fine
Your daughter′s a doctor, I started rappin'
Shawty and Taylor, they both in Dallas
You got a grandson you ain't even met

I had him back in 1996
You got a granddaughter you don′t know either
She turned out to be a cheerleader
Pops, beautiful daughter, you don′t even know that she even exists
You left us behind when we needed you, pops
So in the kids' eyes, you ain′t even exist
The reason my sister don't even fuck with niggas

You was supposed to be a role model
I′m glad that she didn't follow the path like these other bitches
We kept our heads up high even though you made us cry

We never gave up hope even though we was so poor

It′s called a butterfly effect

I bury my feelings in that coffin with you

Take 'em on with you, on to the afterlife

I'm sorry I don′t even know you, I′m hopin' you had a good life
This is my closure, forgive you for everything, tell God I said

I′m so sorry
For all this time

For all this time (My father never kept it real)
For all this time (No)
So since you asked me how I feel
I'm so sorry
For all this time

For all this time (My father never kept it real)
For all this time (No)
I′m so sorry
For all this time
For all this time
For all this time
I'm so sorry