The Motive Songtext
von Dolder

Lately, I′ve had the motive to hate me
So, I torment myself with, "What could've been
If I′d listened to mom and not let you in?"

Blacked out in the passenger seat
I assumed that this was love
You asked nicely, so I didn't breathe
Just for you to say I'm not enough
You found another girl to fit your mind
Her body′s built for your design

Face down on the bathroom floor
I assumed that this was love
Choking on my breath, couldn′t talk 'bout time we had
To peace inside these walls
Because you′re ruining my life
Will someone take me home tonight?
Take me home tonight


Lately, I've had the motive to hate me
So, I torment myself with, "What could′ve been
If I'd listened to mom and not let you in?"
I′d still have a heart and some form of sanity
Never had much, but my God it'd be easy to understand why
I turned my friends away
Why the sleeping got hard and now eating's a pain

I smash the mirrors, I don′t look the same
Through my phone, cross the room
People do that these days
You said I was a bitch, was your right to complain?
′Cause I followed your plan, I'm the monster you made
I′m the monster you made

Blacked out in the passenger seat
I assumed that this was love
You asked nicely, so I didn't breathe
Just for you to say I′m not enough
You found another girl to fit your mind
Her body's built for your design