CARBON Songtext
von Diesect

Run
Staring into black
I′m always thinking of another day
I focus on the pain and always
Find a new shade of grey
Too familiar impulsions nestled deep within my mind state
I'm always thinking back about some bullshit I could never change
Another bandage I′ve stitched to the wound
The cycle ends with rips to the glue
I always fucking let myself just get used
It really is just nothing new
I told myself to keep digging
Digging in this hole looking for meaning
'Til I found myself bleeding Back on my own, a familiar feeling
Here again
Writing words, my own dissection
Always tryna write another page
Nothingness
Bloodstains in my reflection
I guess it's in the fucking veins
I, this carbon orchestration
Always fucking digging and
I′m a slave to mortal sanctions
Always fucking digging yeah
Run
Another toxin in my veins I guess somethings will never change