Disposable Songtext
von Deadwitxh

Somewhere between lust and love
We find ourselves more than close for a week
Then we never speak
The cards tell a story you don′t wanna decipher

I'm not trying to change your mind
But I′ll act like I'm not hurt

Curtains up
I'm always cast as the same role
Guard is down
I rehearse the act over and over
Crawling further and further out of my skin
Ghost me
Guilt me
Gut me
Show me just how disposable I really am

Disposable

Pacing back and forth, making myself sick
Just wishing you could read my thoughts
When I′m brave enough to face it


I′m always second best, last guess
Promises are just words
Every promise we've made
Will soon be deleted memories

Someday soon show you what you′re missing
I wanna know what you ache for but
I know how you get when you're drunk
There′s a rock in my head where my brain was
Sinking me down to its level at the bottom

Curtains up
I'm always cast as the same role
Guard is down
I rehearse the act over and over
Crawling further and further out of my skin
Ghost me
Guilt me
Gut me
Show me
Just how disposable I really am
Just how disposable I really am

Your true colors came out
I knew it, I wasn′t colorblind
You just put the cloth over my eyes


Stop
Go
Pause
Red light
Green light
Gas light
Stop
Go
Pause
Red light
Green light
Gas light

Fuck, Fuck, Fuck
I don't wanna
Fuck
Why's it so hard to be loved
Fuck, fuck, fuck
I don′t wanna
Fuck,
Why′s it so hard to be loved

Crawling further and further out of my skin
Ghost me
Guilt me
Gut me
Show me
Just how disposable I really am
Just how disposable I really am

Disposable