Desolace Songtext
von Deadweight

If I can′t reach my heaven
I'll bring it down at my feet
Swallowed whole by my own wasted chances
Defiling every thought

Forever marked
By the scars of past choices
Can′t loose the grip on moments meant to last
Can't find true solace on me

The consequences
Are the aftermath of
My lack to resist

I want to swallow me whole
As the ground starts to break
This void is clenching my soul
Meant to fall meant to ache


I climb with sore hands
On this ladder to self destruct
Opportunities pass by outnumbered by my own thoughts
Can't see the peak behind these clouds of self aspiration
Just trying to find my way to the sun
Control slips away

I can feel my lungs split
Self-induced pain acts like a trigger to fail
I can see my legs break
From running towards the next regret

It′s a long way to
Fall when you drown in yourself
Forever destructive
From my hopes i′ve fallen from grace

I hold tight to the grasp of pain to make me fucking feel again
I want to make me feel and swallow me whole
As the ground starts to break while this void is clenching my soul

It cuts you cold, when you get caught on your own
Your heavy heart dissolves just like the salt in the rain
Forever desolace

If I can't reach my heaven
I′ll bring it down at my feet


I want to swallow me whole
As the ground starts to break
This void is clenching my soul
Meant to fall meant to ache