Circus Songtext
von CR33PIA

I wake up tired of waking up
Everyone′s fine, guess that's enough

I laugh when I′m supposed to
But it doesn't feel the same

They tell me "you'll be fine someday"
But every day just feels the same
I try to speak but fade away
My voice just echoes into grey

I tried to fit in, I tried to heal
But nothing ever felt that real

I don′t feel what you feel
I dont dream like you dream
I′m alive but it's twisted inside
Nothing feels real to me


I fake a laugh just to stay in the frame
Every smile feels like a game
I′m screaming quiet in a crowded room
But no one ever hears the tune

If I seem off, would you notice me?
Or write it off like it's meant to be?

I don′t feel what you feel
And I'm tired of pretending I do

I don′t feel what you feel
I don't dream like you dream
I'm alive but I′m breaking apart
Nothing feels real to me

Maybe I′m just built this way
Maybe I can't match their play
Nothing feels real to me