It's Not Chivalry...It's Suicide Songtext
von Concision

You grew on me like pestilence
But deeper rooted is your stench
Evil eyes that pierce through my head
You always knew what′s best
Living out a fantasy
Of what's to come of you and me
As I kill myself further each day
It′s suicide not chivalry

Hurting so bad
My stomach turns like it never has
All the fallen tears
Dry away like the wasted years

I could not believe the precious little things your dreams deceive
(Dreams deceive)
And I could not believe the lack of empathy I found in me
(Found in me)

As I stand on the edge she drags me back to where I once was
She makes hell feel just like home


I wanted to know what's inside you
But all I found was a bloody mess
Pale blue lips and bloodshot eyes
I stare at you with such regret
All nightmares are wishful thinking
As you lie dead I wish I'm dreaming

When everyone′s through
And the shades are drawn
When you crawl into bed
Do you feel at ease or do you feel alone

I could not believe the precious little things your dreams deceive
(Dreams deceive)
And I could not believe the lack of empathy I found in me
(Found in me)

How could you just let it all go
We said I love you just weeks ago
My door is closed, my walls are reinstated
Guess I′ve come to be everything that you hated
Everything
Everything
Everything


Time
Ticks by
Hearing voices
Under the floor
Down the hall
Through the clock
I can't take this anymore
And they take
Me away
Throw away the key
Put me out of my misery

Together we are lost alone we are free
Together we are lost alone we are free
Together we are lost alone we are free
Together we are lost alone we are free
Together we are lost alone we are free

I could not believe the precious little things your dreams deceive
(Dreams deceive)
And I could not believe the lack of empathy I found in me
(Found in me)

And I could not believe the things your dreams deceive
And I could not believe the things your dreams deceive