Selfhatred Songtext
von Claustra

Scorched mind
This darkness divides
A constant torment raging inside
Sanity is fading away
As mania rises

Struggling against a malignant spirit
Is it myselft whom I′m fighting
Shattering my will to live
Obstructing any light in this life

Selfhatred, borderline insane
Losing my mind to my demons inside
Will this illness ever go away
Or am I trying to kill a part of me

I wish I was alone in this shadow realm
But I can hear their whispers
The kingdom of the dead
Calls me now


It's all going round and round
Whatever is of the nature to arise
All of that is of the nature to cease
So why should we suffer
For a nevercoming dream
While a pleasing path lies aside

Forever by my sides
This tempting offer seeks my demise

Come
The grass is soaked in red
The Earth swallows my remains
(Come)

Have I become one of them
An illusion of the mind
Manipulating and twisting a life
To join the oblivion

Struggling against a malignant spirit
Is it myself whom I′m fighting
Shattering my will to live
Obstructing any light in this life

Selfhatred, borderline insane
Losing my mind to my demons inside
Will this illness ever go away
Or am I trying to kill a part of me